I would like to express my deepest sympathy for the loss you have suffered. I have experienced this pain and know it is unlike any other. Please know that you are not alone during this most difficult time. Psalm 34:18 tells us that God is close to the broken-hearted and those crushed in spirit he saves. Yes, God truly cares for you and he will never abandon you! Our Lord Jesus promised that those we have lost to our enemy death will stand up again in life! (John 5:28,29; John 11:25) Please hold this promise dear and close to your heart. My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family.