I would like to express my deepest sympathy for your loss. I know the pain you are experiencing! Please be assured that you are not alone as you endure this most difficult time. Psalm 34:18 tells us that God is close to the broken-hearted and those crushed in spirit he saves. Yes, God truly cares for you and will never abandon you! Our Lord Jesus promised that those we have lost to our enemy death will stand up again in life! (John 5:28,29; John 11:25) Please hold this promise dear and close to your heart. My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family!