Wasn't ready to say goodbye. Wasn't ready to be here without you. You have been my best guy friend for as long as I can remember. You have always been there for anything I've needed. Last week when we talk I wish I had stayed on the phone just alittle longer, wish that last hug would have lasted a few more mins.I know u knew I loved you cause I told u every single time we talked. Just know how special you are to me. Just know I'll never be the same without you here. I love you Rod and I'll miss u till I take my last breath!!